If it's not adequate than you live with this thing that there's no father before our birth.Since your use of language is not adequate to convey whatever it is ,you're trying to say, could you link us to a source of your belief? I suspect, as usual, you're a highly insecure person who has to believe that there is someone supernatural to protect you from being subject to your own weaknesses. I just wonder which particular strain of this malady that you have.
Simply live your own delusions and follow these pseudo prostitutes like your modern philosopher's, politicians, psychologist etc with same faith as with i follow real mother. But free no one will remain, side everyone has to take.