According to Romans 10:9 all you have to do is believe that Jesus is Lord and believe in your heart that God raised Him from the dead.
I think you are probably good to go to heaven
I am an atheist so I suspect I'm going to hell if the admission price is believing that Jesus is my Lord and Savior.
A few weeks after my dad died I had a dream and he came to me. I asked him, " So dad tell me what heaven is like " and he replied, " Well son, it's not all it's cracked up to me."
If were God, I would tell Saint Peter to let you in those pearly gates because you are a good person who did good things while on earth
That's a nice way of stating it. But if there is any substantive hurdle that must be met or exceeded during life on Earth, then I am well and truly a goner. I actually wrote down my thoughts on Judgment Day a number of years ago.
There will be no jewel laden Crown of Glory awaiting me at the End of Time. On Judgment Day, as I stand before the Throne of God, all will be laid bare. The pretexts, rationalizations, and excuses that were the frame and foundation of my life will be stripped away. The magnitude of my sins of commission and omission will be fully revealed. What I was given and the paltry nothing I did with it will be weighed on the scales of justice and will be found wanting.
And as I stand there, the enormity of my crimes against man and God fully exposed, a shape at the right hand of God, but of one substance with God, will start down the steps toward me. With every step, this shape will take on human form. Wounds will appear in His hands, feet, and side. As my sins are revisited, new wounds, numerous and grievous, will appear on this figure. The pain and weight of the blows created by my misdeeds and disobedience will drive Him to His knees, again and again.
But each time He will arise. And He will come and stand beside me, fully human and fully divine. He will place his hand on my shoulder, turn, and say, "May it please the Lord God Almighty, my name is Jesus Christ and I represent the condemned. For My sake, I beg You to forgive him."
My deepest and most profound belief is that in that moment, God's just and terrible wrath at how I had wasted and perverted what He had entrusted to me for the care of His children will be extinguished. My highest and best hope is that in that moment, God will be so overcome by His love for me that He will reach out and make me whole.
Notes on the above:
1. I don't have a paid-up retainer agreement with the law firm of Jesus Christ and Associates that I executed here on Earth and that will entitle me on Judgment Day to demand specific performance thereof. Jesus Christ will take me and the entire world on as
pro bono clients.
2. On Judgment Day I will appear before the Throne of God not as a citizen of heaven, but as an illegal, an undocumented person with no rights, no privileges, and no entitlements. I will have neither a Heavenly passport nor a Heavenly visa that would entitle me entrance to Heaven. I will be a criminal fugitive seeking sanctuary in a better place than I have ever known. I pray that I will be received better in Heaven than I have received those here on Earth who are only seeking a better place than they have ever known.
3. Resurrection is not about the hereafter; it is about the here and now. Resurrection is about taking up the Cross and following the path of Christ. Following the path of Christ is not about rewards in the hereafter because there is NOTHING I can do to warrant heavenly rewards. Following the path of Christ is about the exercise of free will in the here and now. Grace is a gift freely given, unearned, and undeserved.
4. I think the reason that none of Jesus' followers recognized him after he arose is the same reason that I have never recognized Jesus all the times He has appeared to me either providing or requesting help.