Very cool, 8992. And I empathize with everything you said. I think (and I've poasted about it before too) that a lot of the MAGA folks don't seem to realize that many of us are (former) conservatives, even if moderate, or have conservative leanings and were like "WTF" when our party nominated DJT. I can understand voting for "conservative policies" without regard to the candidate, but that falls short in practice with Trump. There is too much risk of throwing out the proverbial baby with the bathwater, and they're not even trying to hide it anymore. But I digress.
I was a registered Republican from the time I was able to vote as a young person until 2008. I was always against going into Iraq and when we went there in March of 2003, that was the last straw for me. Although I was still a registered Republican, I voted for Kerry in 2004 - but for a short time leading up to the 2004 election, I was Ron Paul libertarian-curious but ultimately abandoned that endeavor when I looked further into his positions. I also recall driving all the way to Charlotte to see Reagan stump for HW in 1992 at Independence Arena, which at the time was like going to a rock concert. After 2008 (voted Obama x2, though did briefly consider Romney in 2012), I'm registered as unaffiliated. I voted for Killary in 2016 because Palin 2.0/DJT was not an option.
Maybe one day our (former) party will right itself, but sadly, that doesn't appear poised to happen inside of a decade.